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March 3, 2016 By: Stacey9 Comments

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I knew it was a disaster the minute those LOUD bells started going off. It only got worse as we moved outside.

Nothing like leading 26 kindergarten children outside during the first fire drill of the school year…

in the first week.

Those little munchkins looked like they escaped out of the wicked witch territory. They were hopping and excitedly talking.

It was a teacher nightmare.

This was my second year teaching about 12 years ago and my first time with kindergarten. It wasn’t starting off well.

And of course when that happens, someone is usually watching.

At the end of the day, I got called into the principal’s office. She sat me down and told me that someone important from the district had been there today and had watched the scene unfold. Obviously, this person was not happy and had some very choice words to say.

I thought I was done for.

My voice started to shake and I know I apologized but I don’t remember what excuses I gave or what I said to try and save myself. I knew I had to do better. This was a new boss who had not been there during my first year. So much for making a good impression.

She looked at me and told me that I was a good teacher and we were going to make me great.

That’s what she said she told the district person too.

Driving home, this song came on the radio.

I started to cry. I held onto those words and they would play in my head throughout that year and sometimes still do whenever I doubt myself.

That school year, my principal sent me to workshops and gave me pep talks to keep me going when I struggled. My assistant principal built me up by watching my lessons and giving me feedback. I will never forget when she said one lesson stood out for its creativity and enthusiasm among the class. They moved me to second grade the following year and sent me to training sessions where I got to come back and give workshops to the staff. The talented teachers at my first school were such a huge support system for me. I will never forget the kindness they showed or the inspiration they gave me.

Fourteen years in teaching now and I have always been fortunate enough to be surrounded by amazing administrators, coworkers, and students who make me look good based on their own achievements.

But it all started way back when and for that I am thankful to Mrs. Bailey, Ms. Hill and the 195 staff in New York.

And if I could speak to that district person I would tell her, I can lead a class out during a fire drill like nobody’s business but more importantly,

people believed in me and for that, I am a teacher you would want for your own kids.

I am beautiful.

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Me during my second year of teaching.

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  1. Rabia @TheLiebers says

    March 3, 2016 at 2:44 pm

    I truly, truly wish I had had that type of administrator. I only lasted three years because I was dealing with the opposite. And he retired the year I left. I have always felt that he had given up long before he retired.

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    • Stacey says

      March 31, 2016 at 11:01 pm

      I was and am so thankful to this day for her impact.

      Reply
  2. Ceilidh cayenne says

    March 3, 2016 at 10:40 pm

    You were absolutely the best teacher I’ve had, and I will continue to remember the wonderful times I had in your class at P. S. 195! Most of us are still best friends with each other, Cheyanne, Toni, Janet, and we talk about elementary school adventures all the time. Thank you for being the example you were, and I hope every other child you teach gets the same passion for learning from you that I did!

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    • Stacey says

      March 31, 2016 at 11:00 pm

      This means the world to me! You all make me so proud that I played a small part in your life. You all made having fun at work easy!

      Reply
  3. Joanne says

    March 4, 2016 at 8:41 pm

    So beautiful … As always Stacey 🙂 Inside and out. Amazing piece

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  4. Joanne says

    March 4, 2016 at 8:44 pm

    I tweeted this

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  5. Natasha Norins says

    April 8, 2016 at 10:18 pm

    I rarely stop by here, Stacey, but tonight the “Let the Rain Fall” post caught my attention in my gmail account. However, this post hits me to the core about how I felt at the school where I met you. It was not the place where I thought it could be for me, but today….today I am so happy for where it brought me. I am glad you had support then, and I did too as a new teacher. As we continue to work in the field, it is administrators like the ones I have now, the one you mentioned, who are making the difference for teachers; but more importantly for children. FIrst and foremost, this is the reason we continue to inspire, and thank you for writing this ….you’re truly beautiful! xo

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    • Stacey says

      May 5, 2016 at 12:33 pm

      Thank you so much!

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  6. Wendy Bottrell says

    April 29, 2016 at 12:34 pm

    We all need someone to believe in us, until we believe in ourselves. It is the greatest gift we can be given in my opinion! Thanks for sharing and the reminder. Beautiful!

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